Pictures Can Speak 

Pictures can speak a thousand words...have you ever looked at your eyes in a picture and you can see your pain, your sadness, your misery? Do you wonder if anyone else can see that?  Today, I took a selfie this morning for my business and I looked at myself and thought, WOW, you look so…

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Mother’s Day

Did you know that May is PPD awareness month? Me neither. They really don't do a good job sharing this awareness month. Not one of my friends posted it on Facebook. Not one viral mention of it anywhere. How are we supposed to get better if we can't talk about it? We're supposed to hide…

One of them days…weeks…

Do you ever wonder if you can get through a day without crying?  I'm having one of those weeks.  All the shit is just too much. Like what the fuck have I done that's so terrible that karma has decided to leave a black cloud over my life?!  I'm a bitch, but I'm not a…

FML

Do you ever get tired of all the bullshit? Like just shit storm after shit storm happens and you're sick of it. This black cloud over my house can go away, any time now!!  We were in an accident Friday. Mostly minor. Baby is suffering from emotional trauma. I'm sore. The 9 year old is…

F*** It

Just when you think you're getting back to "normal", you get hit by a fucking Mac Truck. I'm completely shocked, overwhelmed and heartbroken. Not to mention suffering from a killer migraine.  So I had a shitty day care for months. Lil man would cry when I dropped him off, he was crying when I picked…

Life

Things have been so busy trying to launch my Direct Sales Business, on top of working full time and being Mommy, Super Hero and recently Baseball Team Manager! Could I add more to my plate?  There are days I feel completely overwhelmed. We've got all these launch dates and goals for the Direct Biz and…

Evil

How do you fight evil? You can't fight with kindness because they don't care enough. You can't fight with evil, because you are a good person. How do you win? How do you prove to the ones they've manipulated that they are the evil ones, not you? How do you get people to see through…

Short Lived 

Well, I knew my excitement was too good to be true. I'm back to hating my job today. Monday morning email from the Director on IBM recalling their work from home practices...Guess that means they're officially shutting down my great idea...passive aggressively.  Fuck. I was hoping that they had seen the light. Realized the benefits.…

Good Day?

Omg. Guys! I finally had a positive feeling at work!!! I've been back to work for about 6 months and I've been miserable and hating every second of it. I mean my son is being taken care of by someone else, he spends more time with her than me. That's just heartbreaking. Plus I'm basically…