Life

Things have been so busy trying to launch my Direct Sales Business, on top of working full time and being Mommy, Super Hero and recently Baseball Team Manager! Could I add more to my plate?  There are days I feel completely overwhelmed. We've got all these launch dates and goals for the Direct Biz and…

Evil

How do you fight evil? You can't fight with kindness because they don't care enough. You can't fight with evil, because you are a good person. How do you win? How do you prove to the ones they've manipulated that they are the evil ones, not you? How do you get people to see through…

Short Lived 

Well, I knew my excitement was too good to be true. I'm back to hating my job today. Monday morning email from the Director on IBM recalling their work from home practices...Guess that means they're officially shutting down my great idea...passive aggressively.  Fuck. I was hoping that they had seen the light. Realized the benefits.…

Good Day?

Omg. Guys! I finally had a positive feeling at work!!! I've been back to work for about 6 months and I've been miserable and hating every second of it. I mean my son is being taken care of by someone else, he spends more time with her than me. That's just heartbreaking. Plus I'm basically…

Weekend Upate

Well, I have a lot of things going on in my life. It feels chaotic, but also nice to be engaged and busy. I have my newly started online "sales" business. I guess, I am not sure what else to call it. I made 1 sale so far, so that was pretty exciting. I wish…

Thoughts on Postpartum Depression 

I've been wanting to post this for a while, yet, I don't want to come across as insensitive, though I'm not sure why because no one (overly dramatic) cares about mine.  During my entire pregnancy I had 1 friend that refused to be happy for me. Actually moments after my pregnancy announcement she posted on…

Weekend Update 

Well, we left our precious baby with Grandma overnight for the first time (he's almost 9 months). He survived without me. As heartbreaking as that sounds, I'm glad he did good. I only cried twice. We had fun on our date night. It was nice to enjoy a meal with no interruptions. I was hoping…

Uh. People. 

This is me like 100 fucking percent. I jokingly say that I hate people. But honestly, it's no joke. People seriously suck. Our society has become a bunch of self-centered assholes. People feel they are entitled to do and say as they wish with no regards for anyone else. Their time is more important than…

A picture of motherhood 

I dropped 2 kids off today, which is out of the norm, usually drop off is split, so I had to leave the house early today. I worked a full 8 hour day, picked up one of the littles and had to head to the grocery store because he ran out of formula at day…

Some days are hard

Today is one of those hard days... I'm not so much struggling with postpartum anxiety/depression , but then again maybe it's why my emotions are so raw.  Do you ever try to wrap your head around why certain people behave the way they do? When you aren't a mean and evil person, it's really hard…