One of them days…weeks…

Do you ever wonder if you can get through a day without crying?  I'm having one of those weeks.  All the shit is just too much. Like what the fuck have I done that's so terrible that karma has decided to leave a black cloud over my life?!  I'm a bitch, but I'm not a…

FML

Do you ever get tired of all the bullshit? Like just shit storm after shit storm happens and you're sick of it. This black cloud over my house can go away, any time now!!  We were in an accident Friday. Mostly minor. Baby is suffering from emotional trauma. I'm sore. The 9 year old is…

F*** It

Just when you think you're getting back to "normal", you get hit by a fucking Mac Truck. I'm completely shocked, overwhelmed and heartbroken. Not to mention suffering from a killer migraine.  So I had a shitty day care for months. Lil man would cry when I dropped him off, he was crying when I picked…

Life

Things have been so busy trying to launch my Direct Sales Business, on top of working full time and being Mommy, Super Hero and recently Baseball Team Manager! Could I add more to my plate?  There are days I feel completely overwhelmed. We've got all these launch dates and goals for the Direct Biz and…

Evil

How do you fight evil? You can't fight with kindness because they don't care enough. You can't fight with evil, because you are a good person. How do you win? How do you prove to the ones they've manipulated that they are the evil ones, not you? How do you get people to see through…

Short Lived 

Well, I knew my excitement was too good to be true. I'm back to hating my job today. Monday morning email from the Director on IBM recalling their work from home practices...Guess that means they're officially shutting down my great idea...passive aggressively.  Fuck. I was hoping that they had seen the light. Realized the benefits.…

Good Day?

Omg. Guys! I finally had a positive feeling at work!!! I've been back to work for about 6 months and I've been miserable and hating every second of it. I mean my son is being taken care of by someone else, he spends more time with her than me. That's just heartbreaking. Plus I'm basically…

Weekend Upate

Well, I have a lot of things going on in my life. It feels chaotic, but also nice to be engaged and busy. I have my newly started online "sales" business. I guess, I am not sure what else to call it. I made 1 sale so far, so that was pretty exciting. I wish…

Thoughts on Postpartum Depression 

I've been wanting to post this for a while, yet, I don't want to come across as insensitive, though I'm not sure why because no one (overly dramatic) cares about mine.  During my entire pregnancy I had 1 friend that refused to be happy for me. Actually moments after my pregnancy announcement she posted on…