Breaking Point

I think I finally hit my breaking point. 

I’ve applied for at least 30 work from home jobs in the last 6 weeks with NO luck. Just rejection after rejection. Not to mention I’ve been hunting since last July with not even a bite. 

The cost of day care is killing me. Not to mention the care of my child seems to be declining. Also, she took on another infant, which legally she cannot do. 

Yesterday my son ate a post-it note while left unattended in his car seat. 

But at the least we will have to pay $100 more per week to go somewhere else. 

What the fuck am I supposed to do? Pray he makes it through the day or not pay my house payment? 

I’m in an impossible situation. I’m so tired of everything being hard.